You can find the book here:
https://www.amazon.com/Mental-Traveler-Stephen-Kessler/dp/0965523977
Here is my review as originally published of Stephen's novel.
My Fix Takes Another Twist: A Review Of Stephen Kessler’s The Mental Traveler
By John Flynn
Poet, translator, essayist and Redwood Coast Review editor Stephen Kessler in his first novel has
penned an honest, articulate and arresting auto-biographical nightmare odyssey
of 23-year-old UC Santa Cruz dropout Stephen the K. Starting with Love Creek
Lodge in Central California, and getting high with the older loving maternal
Nona, Stephen’s Kafkaesque journey takes him, ultimately, to an understanding
that “the world was the poem.”
Stephen abandons graduate studies in English for a confused
trek into all his fathers. My favorite part of the novel was the description of
the Altamont Speedway Festival of 1969, where Stephen’s day peaks with a spontaneous
friendship with a fellow named Norm. The memory of that day stays with Stephen
as his spiritual trek lands him in treatment at San Francisco General Hospital,
to consoling friends in Benedict Canyon, to maverick eccentric profs at UC Santa
Cruz, and to City Prison where Stephen becomes a bard behind bars and admits “A
pattern was emerging. Each time it seemed my ordeal was about to end, something
went wrong and my fix would take another twist.”
Stephen’s fix is rendered in a frank disciplined telling, a
torturous soul-searching identity quest that exemplifies the youth-to-age
anguish of his generation at that time. Thorazine, hitchhiking, the Zodiac
Killer, acid trips, hashish, instant poems, earthy pot-smoking friends, the
experimental psychiatric wing of Franciscan Santa Cruz Hospital, talk of Nixonian
politics and the Vietnam war, a move to Beverly Hills and St. James Hospital in
Santa Monica “because the revolution would have to include Hollywood.”
Spiraling out of control, Stephen cloys to the LA shrink El
Silver Man, to street philosophers, Dylan songs, poems, fellow inmates, ward
residents, a casual-sex girlfriend with a split personality. He escapes more
than once from his various nuthouses. More than once he willingly returns. He rambles
along certain of his purpose if only he can discover it, “the gods of the
revolution secretly directing my trip.”
In the end, he returns to Santa Cruz County General
Hospital, not bereft of hope, but in despair, addled on Thorazine, lost and growing
aware of patron saints of lost causes, the art of obedience, choosing to “play
it straight” if only to avoid electroshock therapy and a lobotomy, “deeper into
despair of ever escaping…the drama of my so-called psychosis had ceased to be
entertaining.”
Unable to write, he continued to read poetry, particularly
Robert Bly. He then began “working on another life.”
There’s no miraculous coming of age here. No pat answer,
quirky minimalism or self-indulgent dream sequences. It’s about the story, plainly
told. For readers like me from the East Coast who were children during the
Vietnam War era, this novel offers a close, uncompromising look at a specific
time and place, and a universal examination of one artist’s sojourn into
fragile self-awareness.
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